John hardly ever remembers his dreams, however every now and then he has vivid ones.
The other night he had a dream that someone in the family said we weren't worthy to go to the temple. It was like we were so close (maybe even at the church getting ready to go to the temple) and then all of a sudden someone in the ward (Brother Diaz) steps in and says something like "I'm sorry John, so and so called us and said such and such". So it was like all of a sudden we weren't going to be able to go through the temple. I think that's when he pretty much woke up. He told me about it the next morning and described it as "awful".
Last night I had a dream that John was having some issues with a taboo subject. I tried getting him to stop and he wasn't listening so I started swearing at him. Lovely!
I don't think there's really any issues..
Author of Once Upon a Surrogate: The Stork’s Helpers, started the phrase “I’m not the mom. I’m just the stork”. Surrogacy has opened many doors for me which led to a happier, more rewarding life. (Inactive as far as the Mormon part, still spiritual, open and respectful) My surrobabies were born in 2006 (girl), 2009 (twin boys) and 2014 (girl). I am a huge surrogacy advocate and creative entrepreneur. Hoping to match for one final journey.
Oh man, nothing worse than having apprehension dreams. It will all work out beautifully, and you are more than ready!!
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I am telling you, it is crazy how the adversary works to make you feel inadequate! You wait, you will see that when you are done, you will feel so much better about yourself and who you are. You don't have to be perfect!
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Nope, can't be perfect...that spot's been filled already?
Besides, I like being a little off balance. :)